i don’t want to stand for mess secy anymore. i don’t even want to win. i’m so so sleepy and i’m very doubtful that i’ll even get one vote. i don’t care. i’m not this politics type person. i don’t dare to take risks. i do not like to take responsibility. i’m the biggest kind of loser that even walked this planet. i wonder what made me contest for mess secy. i’m in half a mind to give up right now – i’m so infinitely sleepy.
acads this week have taken a back seat. haven’t revised a single lecture. haven’t read up any notes.
the only good thing that happened this week is that my chem prof seems to like me a lot and i’m glad about that. i want to sleep! no more of talking to people and convincing them why i’ll be good because i know i won’t.
10
Jan
08
being sleepy does not mean you give up. you said people liked you and now you’re saying you won’t get one vote. rest, and get up again. you know you can do it. just let the doubts fade away, and go for it. it’s just one weekend.
you’re my woman. and i know you can do it.